Now it’s time to make my Home. A New Life. A New Beginning.
Integrity. I will be a great friend.
I will not be used by men. Period. There will be no physical relationships unless there is love-mutual love. Period. I will not play Dumb Girl. I will not play Dumb girl. I will not play Dumb girl. I will be guarded but honest. I will only surround myself with people who love me. I will not surround myself with people who do not love and respect me.
I will go to church. I enjoyed going to church with Jay-it helped me put the week in perspective and I’ll miss Jay so much. He was my family, friend, best-friend, partner, life-coach and Home for 4 years.
I need to make a life here and I need to start with Integrity.
The apartment is the missing piece in the puzzle. If I have to pay exorbitant prices in rent, I will be a slave to the rent every month, every day. If I have ridiculous rent, I’ll be a slave to the Dollar and not to my Dreams.
But if I sublet from Kristen or someone or get a roommate, I’ll be a slave to them – and I won’t have my own space and quiet to figure things out and stay sane. I don’t want to be at someone else’s beck and call. I want my own space in a beautiful dwelling.
Ten Things to be Thankful for-
-Thank God, I got here safely
-Thank God, it’s a sublet so I can store/ spread out my stuff
-Thank God, I got packed and the movers came
-Thank God, I finally left Chicago
-Thank God, that my Chicago Agent finally paid me
-Thank God for credit cards
-Thank God, I have friends out here
-Thank God for a car that works
-Thank God for my Grandma. I couldn’t have done it with out her.
-Thank God for my health and I am not hung over.