Now it’s time to make my Home. A New Life. A New Beginning.

Integrity. I will be a great friend.

I will not be used by men. Period. There will be no physical relationships unless there is love-mutual love. Period. I will not play Dumb Girl. I will not play Dumb girl. I will not play Dumb girl. I will be guarded but honest. I will only surround myself with people who love me. I will not surround myself with people who do not love and respect me.

I will go to church. I enjoyed going to church with Jay-it helped me put the week in perspective and I’ll miss Jay so much. He was my family, friend, best-friend, partner, life-coach and Home for 4 years.

I need to make a life here and I need to start with Integrity.

The apartment is the missing piece in the puzzle. If I have to pay exorbitant prices in rent, I will be a slave to the rent every month, every day.  If I have ridiculous rent, I’ll be a slave to the Dollar and not to my Dreams.

But if I sublet from Kristen or someone or get a roommate, I’ll be a slave to them – and I won’t have my own space and quiet to figure things out and stay sane. I don’t want to be at someone else’s beck and call. I want my own space in a beautiful dwelling.

 

Ten Things to be Thankful for-

-Thank God, I got here safely

-Thank God, it’s a sublet so I can store/ spread out my stuff

-Thank God, I got packed and the movers came

-Thank God, I finally left Chicago

-Thank God, that my Chicago Agent finally paid me

-Thank God for credit cards

-Thank God, I have friends out here

-Thank God for a car that works

-Thank God for my Grandma. I couldn’t have done it with out her.

-Thank God for my health and I am not hung over.